Speaking of the ground, Barbara, Carolyn, her
boyfriend Garrison and my Mom and Dad watched from the ground as Elizabeth, my
brother Karl and I jumped out of a perfectly good airplane. As an aside an
aviation industry insider let me know there is no such thing as a perfectly
good airplane all of them have something wrong with them. I guess you hope and pray
it is minor. I had been watching people jump before us and while they are in
freefall they are but specks in the big blue sky. Most of the time invisible to
my eye until that moment when the chute deploys and then they appear for the
first time floating gently and quietly to the earth (unless they are
screaming). I never did see the jumpers until their chutes opened others more
practiced said they did.
The plane is small and cramped going to altitude
and then it was time to exit. I had to place both feet on a small step outside
the door as the wind rushed by resting in the door way looking at the ground
far below. For just a split second I wondered what was I doing then came one,
two, and three as we sailed out the door tumbling end over end (at my request)
until my instructor stabled our descent and we flew. To let you know, it felt
like standing in the back of a truck with the wind rushing by your face. The
wind was the only way I knew we were moving and even then it felt like the wind
was moving not me. I was then a speck in the great big blue sky just like the
others before me whom I had looked so hard to see.
In the plane as the view widened and the beauty
surrounded me I was overwhelmed by the majestic grandeur of the sight. The
water, the shore, the vast expanse of God’s creation and this was but a little
piece of the coastline visible from 10,000 feet. God had created this amazing
wonder and for but a few minutes I could see it laid out before me as the
heavens are laid out before God.
Isaiah 40:22
He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth, and its people are like grasshoppers. He stretches out the heavens like a canopy, and spreads them out like a tent to live in. NIV 1984
He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth, and its people are like grasshoppers. He stretches out the heavens like a canopy, and spreads them out like a tent to live in. NIV 1984
Now I was outside of the plane with the wind
rushing by and I could see it all with not plane and I was incredibly small,
not even visible from the ground and the family that loved me. Oh, but the God
who created this grandeur knows me by name and can see me in the vast expanse
of His creation. I was not alone. Well, there was this guy connected to my back
at five points with a parachute. We were not alone. I was at first overwhelmed
by the vastness of my view and then by my insignificance in that scene. Then I
thought of God the creator of both. He made both and keeps up with both.
I liked the freefall and wanted it to last
longer when the chute deployed and it became so quiet and peaceful. We did some
spirals first to the right and then to the left. That was good and the view was
amazing (did I say that already?) well it was. The landing was not perfect but
fine as I ended up face-planting in the St. Mary’s grass. It was all good no
grass was injured in the making of this storied landing.
Are you feeling small like a speck in the world?
Well, you are! But you are known and loved by the creator of the vast expanse!
You are not alone! I think the perspective of our smallness and God’s greatness
sets us on course again. I am but a speck and He is most certainly not!
In HIS
Service and Yours,
The Rev
P.S. We made some video. It should be up on you-tube
soon at the Crossroads Church Channel.
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